May I say my opinion?
Well..I know you since you was using (DA)Emi. This is your very first nickname,then you transfered stats to other accounts.
^^
And about the day when you fell, well,it was long ago..... And therefore there's possibility you fell off intentionally, but I can't say 100% because you usually do /kill when dueling - to get back to fight when you fall roof (I know this since we were fighting)
And If I'd be staff,I wouldn't be convinced of your sincerity. To be honest,I can't really trust you anymore on these words.